Sometimes there are things going on in the world that are bigger than you, but that may be hard to see. However hard it is to admit it, most of the time, we kinda forget about what else may exist outside our own problems. i don't think that makes me selfish, i just try to put myself first. i didn't used to... and i got burned a lot. HOWEVER, do you ever feel like your constantly put on the back burner? Like maybe to some people your always the last thing on their mind. I'm really trying to be honest here without sounding way selfish or like an attention hog. it's hard not to be upset though when you have someone who means so much to you and you feel like you mean so little to them. it's like there's always something else going on and there's never quite enough time for you, but your expected to be there the moment they need you. maybe it's just as much my fault, but it can be so damn aggravating.
I started this blog earlier today...and i have a couple other things to add to my little rant!
i hate it when you tell someone something and ask for it to be kept between just the two of you and then that person tells someone else! isn't that the most high school thing you've ever heard! i got bitched out today by someone all because some i trusted went outside our PROMISE and spilled the beans to someone else. i mean what are ya gonna do...but it still blows!
oh and speaking of liars... yea, i hate that too! "we've been friends for years, we go to church together every Sunday" um... maybe that's cognito for "while my husbands gone i hang out with his crack head friend and awkwardly try to make him lucky number 6!" arg... frustrating! please don't get drunk, like you do every night, and try to convince me that the girl on his phone is a crazy drunk! also please don't tell me that your husband is a RECOVERING alcoholic when i just saw him down 2 beers at the Red Lobster! and please inform him that those tacky plastic key chains (that look like they came from a car lot) he wears on his zipper that say "30 DAYS SOBER" are a fucking joke! way to be in jail for a PI dude!
any who... i needed to vent and at the same time avoid pissing people off more! thanks for reading!
LOVE!!
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